Keindahan nyata itu selalu tampak klisye. Suatu keadaan klasik di mana saya sering merasa kesepian di dalam keramaian dengan balutan kesenangan yang terlihat begitu nyata buat mereka. Paradoks! Ya, kekejian paradoks klisye itu selalu tampak lebih nyata. Siapa biang keladinya? Keadaan? Ataukah diri sendiri yang memandang sebuah panorama keadaan dengan realis yang berlebih sehingga menjadi pribadi yang pesimis dan bahkan menjadi naive dan tak ada harapan?
Prodigal just isn't about you waste your own wealth, lucre, time, something material or even immaterial. There are things out there which can't be determined as a material nor immaterial. I'm perplexed a lot how to prevent not to be a persona non grata, for people literally were born with the imperfection, though some people convey human being is a handmade of God which is flawless. There's a question from me to my logical sequence of thoughts. Who frankly judges ourselves till we are being a person who is paucity of existence? The problem of inner peace inevitably bulks large in today's concerns. This is sorta disaster! I have question whom I, myself, couldn't give the apt words for it. Ultimately, I'm immersed in illogical sequence of my own thoughts! And it's getting worse since the table's turned by now. I ask myself afresh then.Will adage be an appropriate guide toward this complexity of life? And will it transform the exquisite philosophical words to a truly action?
There's a thing that I do fervently trust in besides God's miracles and existence, viz. there will literally be an imperfection though, but there will eternally be an azure sky as well. The case's supposed to be like that. Tranquility makes me look as a judicious sort, but it does not last. Yea, classically nothing lasts forever. I'm just one of those guys who are here to fix the bugs in the system. This whole life thing has quite a few bugs. You don't know many times we had that mass extinction problems. See? I'm dazzled by my own stand.
Saya butuh sebuah kenyamanan dan ketenangan yang nyata. Sebuah mindset yang seharusnya tak perlu lenyap untuk menyelamatkan inner dan outer space kehidupanku. Api itu selalu ada, namun air juga ada untuk melenyapkannya dan saya yakin hal itu. Saya ingin melakukan sebuah transformasi terhadap keberadaan klisye saya menjadi keadaan yang benar-benar nyata. Saya takut untuk memulai, karena saya berada dalam situasi "pancaroba". It shouldn't have mattered, though. It perceives like a procrastination circumstance which is made by my "prodigal" character.
I created it just trying to encourage my own self. People have no idea with my fucking circumstance which means I can't share the details. Yes, There I said!
